watching italy-ukraine match now. somehow its a lil sian. not as interesting. han pig is slping away now. btw, my mum + dad + bro r kinda f-ed up with me now. mum not happy with me for not reporting my whereabout, dad against me staying out, n bro against me bringing frens home to watch match. so wad these ppl expect me to do man? just lock myself at home every nite n watch worldcup alone in silence?

i'm at my house n i'm not allowed to shout. imagine i feel bad enuf asking my frens over n requesting for them to keep quiet. i fine with all the not shouting at home n wadevanot. but den let me hang out with my frens n enjoy for the last few matches of wc. u see me being this 'rebellious' (if thats wad u think) once in 4 yrs? is this too much to take?

i derno in which aspect do i appear like a 3-yr-old kid. do i look like i cant take care of myself? for god sake, u guys know which r the ppl i hang out with. i mean dun u feel even safer when i bring them home. u get to see wad kinda frens i hangout with, n i'll at home, rite under ur v nose.

i dun understand. pardon me, i cant empathise. give me options. not option. at least not the option of me watching alone, at home, in dead silence. if its the noise level, c'mon, it soccer, its worldcup. if u need silence, freaking hell, let me out.

and mayb they jus dun pay attention to wad i tell them. i've been out doing volunteer work till as late as 11pm for the last fri sat sun, today, and will be for the next 2 days. so naturally i'll b out at the v least for the first match of the day. fyi, i do meaningful work lor. i dun need u ppl to appreciate wad i'm doing, afterall its not for u that i m doing volunteer work.

but cant u understand that i m not just staying out of the house for the sake of wanting to get out of the house. u get wad i mean? 1. i m doing smth MEANINGFUL. 2. i really wanna watch wc, n ENJOY watching it, tgt with my pals. 3. i'll by all means stay at home to watch, provided my FRENS can come n join me, n cheer alongside with me (or against for that matter).

is it THAT difficult? m i too hard to please or wad? i admit i can be qte rebellious, but i believe i'm not THAT rebellious. gawd. kill me.