heres their offer: work as imode promoter (again.. i m actually a competent sales staff if they havent realised my performance..) instead of sales executive, and train new staff n run major rdshows n go main shop (ie. run ard the whole of singapore) and pay me only $5.50/hr (im paid $7/hr now u know?) lemme show this equation... lousy post + lousy location + lousy pay = lousy deal.

i'll get $6/hr for the particular day if that particular outlet i run that day sells 5 imode fones. they insist this is considered based on a per day basis. harloe. just look at ur stock. since when ur outlets have enuf stock to hits sales of 5 per day? since when imode fones are so popular in ur outlets? think i chai tao is it?

decided prob wont work for cm. anyone wanna hire me? a highly efficient n capable staff! =)

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just to sidetrack a bit.. i have been eating all sorts of food at semb for my meals... as if i wont go back there in 10 yrs time.. heh.. and once in a while u discover nice food n drinks.. for instance, chocolate milkshake *grins* and nice muahchee n meegoreng hiding admist the seemingly boring food... the latter 2 were too nice dat i forgot to take pics... heehee!~

today is one of the last days i will work at cm. so sad. but qte fun hanging out w this bunch of guys. i used to dread work. but come to think of it, its qte fun joking ard n going thru some sort of thick n thin with these ppl. i wud really say thru this job, i've met ppl from all walks of life. cool exprience. =)

reached really early. coz i left home the same time i usually do so for semb. stoopid man. anw, met like all the managers at one go. some frenly some dao. but oh well. a bit stressful to see all managers at one shot.

amk has nice waffle n bubble tea. hmm. oh n sumo hse had nice food too. got treated lunch by tiansoon. heh.

anw at sumo hse i saw dan outside, but i ducked. i derno y leh. i almost had my face into my bowl of curry udon. anw, i msged n he told me he was at home. *shrugs*

amk cm not that creepy leh. but i tot i really heard footsteps from the stairs. coz i din see anyone walking down. but end up it was tiansoon who went up the stairs (but he said he never use the upstairs toilet usually.) in any case i was surprise that i wasnt freaked out. lols.

limei is a v hardworking cm staff. lol. coz i feel like she dun let me do any work leh. basically she did everything.

i bot cigarettes for the first time, thou i hated smoking extremely. but i just decided to b nice n help limei buy while i was out for lunch.

i left my ear piece at semb. n tiansoon happily suggested that afida n katija photocopy n fax over to me. wahahaha... service by A&K delivery somemore... but got rejected by me coz cant hear anything using that ear pcs. lols.

i walked home today n managed to reach home before 10pm. so cool. reach home so early. btw my work ends at 9.30pm.

heres are a few pics... if u're gonna tell me u cant tell the diff... then u prob haven met me for qte some time... maybe we shud meet up soon ehhh >.<

at first he told me he was going at 70 only, when i got off, he said he was riding 100+ most of the time. no wonder the wind was blowing so strongly eh. but i like the speed n the wind. gives u adrenaline rush!

anw, i was kinda stiff on the bike, clinging on like a stupid koala bear, n din dare to move much... i think i looked extremely dumb. wahahaha... ehhh... i was more excited than scared, but my palms still turned cold. heh. so paiseh.

btw, i think he got too much petrol to spare lor. he insisted i live at the next blk, den took me on a ride round the next carpark, n den finally send me back to my blk. hehe. siao one. but it was indeed an exciting experience, n i m still so HIGH!

this is a pic of how his bike looks like... but i really cuden tell if it was this chio, coz it was so dark just now. lols!~

met wz for lunch at pastamania on thurs...

n just now i met the class for dinner at changing appetites, followed by movie at suntec!!! wheee~ i'm so happie to meet up with my frens =)

i shared vikings - this huge sinful bowl of random ice-cream - with wh n kp. *yummm* followed by sweet sweet popcorn over the DATE MOVIE, which was so freaking dumb n non-sensically farnie. my gawd.

anw it was really nice chatting with this bunch of ppl i havent met for qte some time. esp the parts where the guys shared their horrible BMT experiences, like having a 'river' thru they tents, crawling thru pee n shit coz some others misunderstood the pee-area instructions, etc etc etc. n it was farnie how they laugh at each others vocations...

on the girls side, just hear us whining abt work. poor piagoi. i feel so gek for her. now me n jes think our jobs arent that bad aft all. hehe. n princess elena has been bumming ard since she quitted her lousy clinic job. haha.

i wont know when we can meet up again, so even if it means i have to get permission to leave work early to meet them, and even if it means having to look dumb in the imode shirt among them, i dint mind at all. afterall, when i was complaining to wh that i wud look so dumb to appear in my imode shirt, he reminded me that the guys were all bald. wad can be worse? heehee! =P

girls just love to take photos. but just to prove my pt that wh is a lousy photographer... look at the 3 versions of the shot from my K750, elena 7370 n ccc's digi cam...

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btw, this is of zero relevance, but i saw cindy chen (my fellow imode ambassador) in the singtel hello shop at citylink. ehhh wad r u doing in ur rival's place? haha...

time to watch the trigger-happy camera whores at work... *camera rolling... ACTION!*

*ok... CUT!*

haha.. enough of nonsenses... anw, to put a meaningful conclusion to this entry.. it was really nice to hang out with mad. she knows me in n out. we have somewhat similar characters oso, so she understands me more than anyone else. it was great chilling out n chatting with her. we have some sort of unspoken chemistry. lols!

wise words of the day~ Some people might be special, but they might not be that special.

btw i heard a piece of news that was rather unexpected n shocking. hmmm... but then again its not that impt anymore. nites. =)

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NTU openhse

me n pj got a guided tour by dear zixiang whom i havent seen for abt a yr or so. n he treated us to drinks. lolx.

anw, aerospace eng is tempting, but i can nva get in. so i think i shall not let my past experience n advantage on research tempt me into taking any other engineering courses. but talking to that engineering prof was great thou. the students r rather friendly too, esp this girl who apparently cant pronouce "L" well... (no offence) coz she is really nice =)

back to the main pt, ntu business is the best ranked n they provide 3yrs direct honours! thou honours is not guaranteed... and all in all, ntu has pretty gd welfare for students... and ntu has more air-conditioned hostel. wahahaha... pj the puffy-haired smart bimbo is calling me a bimbo coz of my love for air-con - the greatest invention of the century!

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sidetracking a bit... me n pj went for my new fav PEPPERLUNCH and shopped ard... we're really exhausted somehow... btw, i saw a nice white addidas jacket which i m comtemplating if i shud buy... but pj din like the colour combi and its not the exact classic addidas design i wanted initially... shall take my time n decide...

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NUS openhse

met up with pj n serena at nus! havent seen serena in ages man! =)

i went rather late coz i was just interested in the business talk which was given by qte a boring asst dean, who brags qte alot w/o statistics. hehe. but then in any case, nus business does provide lots of opportunities which totally tempts me.

there was this guy, some 4th yr business student who talked to me qte a lot abt his own invaluable experiences n opportunities in nus business. he kinda got me qte interested in putting nus business as my first choice. not just literally becoz of him (thou the confidence he exudes does attract me =), but more of the experience he shared with me, of his one-and-a-half-yrs overseas internship at silicon valley.. and the advantage of n rationale for the 4th yr to get honours (vs the 3yr direct honours)...

i think i m just someone who is ambitious n wish to venture out. =)

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oh that day i met bryan for breakfast at coffeebean. he wanted to pass me some fotos. anw... i cuden decide b/w cheesecake or brownie >.< who says u cant have the best of both worlds? and soooo... tadaaa~

this was wad i got - a BROWNIE CHEESECAKE to go with my mocha latte! =)

anw, i passed bryan the timeshit to hand up for me... but it think it might be one of the last times he can b the postman, coz he'll be transferred from ps to tampines branch. hais.

looking at the whole incident again... dun u think the nyp girl is partially responsible for this mess? no doubt tt the ppl who uploaded the clips r at fault. they have bad intentions n r prob super despo. but she herself is dumb enuf to keep her clips in her hp which is vulnerable to thefts.

the thing is that if u wanna take video clips of urself having sex, basically no one has any right to stop u. but ultimately, when these clips get into the wrong hands n get circulated ard... who can u blame?

i feel that its just a string of un-wise moves. i can only say that if u choose to cross the line, and u choose not to safe-guard these private n personal clips well, u only have urself to blame when things go out of hand.

in any case, i hope this girl will b brave enuf to face the consequences. after all, she somehow has to pay her foolish act. it might just be for that moment of fun n excitement. but is it really worth it? she prob has the answer now, but probably a little too late...

anw, i feel that she alr paid a high price for this. i think the general public should just leave her alone, and give her some peace.

for the rest of the ppl out there, let this be a learning pt for us all - and not just another ingredient for more gossips.

i've no idea if anyone will come n scold me for any comments made above, but i m just stating wad i feel n i sincerely mean no harm.

i feel like a clown that day. just reached semb by cab. bot breakfast n was abt to eat. suddenly, cat called and said i've a bad news for u. some big shot from japan is coming down. they want u to take cab down to junction 8 immediately. star5.

1. they could have told me earlier, i stay quite near J8 u know?!

2.CM only got 1 promoter meh? cant get anyone nearer to J8 to go down?

3.asking me to go another cm branch still makes sense. but they said star5 (another dealer) needed to borrow promoter from cm. wahahah. beeg joke man.

4.i waited like a goondo with the star5 ppl - wj (weijun i think) and david who r qte nice. but we all v ganchiong lor. even star5 boss - fr*ncis. oso keep walking in circles.

5.in the end, the big shot called off the trip to J8. and i was ordered to go back to semb.

7.i only get subsidied for the cab fare down (which i have yet to claim). and no transport allowance back to semb. *shakes head*

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090306 - pissifying case 2:

stoopid owen anyhow give away things that belong to me.

1.if u wanna give my things away, at least have the courtesy to ask or at least inform me. wad the fuck la.

2.he gave to afida whom i know la. as in u just ask me, i'll willingly give n not b so pissed.

3.i know its only 100 bucks worth. but pt being its still mine. if u give ur own things away i have no say. but its rightfully mine.

4.i saw him in the aftn, he has no guts to tell me he gave my things away. he referred me to afida. *shows the univeral sign language*

5.he still had the cheeks to ask for cigarettes which i had to help him kope from andy.

6.i gave afida the benefit of doubt la. i dun wanna waste my trust on the wrong ppl. i hope they are not thinking of me as a gullible lil girl. OR ELSE.

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anw, both cases are closed alr. coz.. case 1: its my job... case 2: i dun really lose anything, coz i had nothing to begin with. =)

anw, its really a warm n nice feeling when colleagues look out for each other. at times cover up for each other's mistake and at times sharing our fruits of labour. hehe. maybe these people can still be true frens afterall. i shuden b so skeptical abt frenships huh.

this is irrelevant, but i found a new liking for LONG XU TANG and CUP CORN. lols.

at the same time, i m meeting new ppl. but new frens often make superficial frens. like hi n bye type. it feels as if they'll just step into ur life, brush against ur shoulder, n disappear back into the crowd. i just wonder how lasting can friendships be.

as i grow up, i m beginning to be more skeptical abt friendships. turning more cynical. is it just me or wad? priceless vs worthless. i dernoe. i started holding back more. coz i feel that i always give a lot into friendships n dun feel the same in return.

i m feeling directionless n lost actually. darn. i hate this feeling. like losing hope n passion in everything. listless. lethargic. wadeva.

i think everyone got 4As or at least 3As. i tot i wud at least get 2As. in fact i was hoping for 3As. and then when i got my results... wad the fuck. is this a joke? i stared at my classmates. den i just walked st out of sch.

i almost dumped the result slip in the bin on the way out. but theres no way i m gonna retake. so i din throw it in the end. the pissifying thing is that i prob cud have gotten that ABBB w/o studying. but i did mug my guts out. rmb me popping acid reflux pills before my papers?

anw, i cabbed again to ps. met up with bryan. he called b4 that and he heard me wrongly and tot i got a string of Ds. he almost took the day off. haha. aiyah, anw, i just fed myself with abt 5 or 6 bucks worth of gelato. which din help much. bleargh.

went to play arcade which can b qte addictive. like bishi bashi and this other machine that tempts ppl by using hp n psp as prizes. we burnt lotsa cash there n basically won nothing. >.<

den i went back to work. ate ramen from sakae that cost me almost 10 bucks. and then i had tibits. oh meanwhile i replied like 10 thousand smses. hais. some ppl r just so encouraging. oh well.

later on after work, supposed to meet mad but her fone low batt. so she happily assumed that our supper is called off. smart huh. dan who wanted to meet up too, cuden contact mad either. so end up i met dan, called her hse, and her mum told us she was in aria. so we happily go to aria to look for her. reached just right after she left. so we went yishun to ambush her. but in the end we took the same train n saw her at the esclator. haha.

we went to eat supper (more tim sum) at 925. met gor there. took 10 bucks from him to take cab. coz i was totally broke. qte farnie coz dan din know my gor, but mad does la. so i said, "do u think i can go over to the next table and ask that guy to gimme 10 bucks to take cab home?" mad replied, "i think can lor." n dan just look stunned. and i did just that. wahahah. he cuden guess who was that man until i told him in the cab.

okok. tired alr. nites ppl.