at the same time, i m meeting new ppl. but new frens often make superficial frens. like hi n bye type. it feels as if they'll just step into ur life, brush against ur shoulder, n disappear back into the crowd. i just wonder how lasting can friendships be.

as i grow up, i m beginning to be more skeptical abt friendships. turning more cynical. is it just me or wad? priceless vs worthless. i dernoe. i started holding back more. coz i feel that i always give a lot into friendships n dun feel the same in return.

i m feeling directionless n lost actually. darn. i hate this feeling. like losing hope n passion in everything. listless. lethargic. wadeva.