i had a talk with my manager. i was qte shocked when she told me how used to really dislike n eventually grew to appreciate me. talked to qte a few ppl today. maybe i really does have an attitude prob, most ppl who dunno me will dislike/hate me. hehe. i realised one thing... that is i seldom get ppl telling me what they dislike of me, and i tend to take it qte badly when i do hear something to that extent. but seriously, i rather u tell me my bads, if u treat me as a fren. i'll appreciate that.