anw, i getting so thrifty (euphemism for stingy) nowadays... i feel so sad.. its so unlike me... changing my spending habit isnt easy.. like skipping all my coffee, eating sheaper alternatives, buying cheaper stuff / not buying... crap... but its for the greater good... coz i wanna go overseas, i wanna learn a lot of stuff, i wanna buy so many things, and i wanna do so many things!!! oh-my-gawd!!! why m i so so so broke... shit la... erm, i shud find a job or smth.. if not 7mths how to survive... not like my mum is gonna gimme pocket money to anyhow spend... hai...