i have never taken medicine this religiously b4. i swear. but so wad? its not helping at all... can u imagine eating has become a chore for me? it feels as if everytime u eat, u r risking... ur life. the pain. the burn. its just not getiing any better. i went to check out stuff that i should eat n those that i shud avoid. guess wad? even food recommended are 'choking' me. walau eh. damn it. jus imagine: i nearly died eating a banana. wad crap is this? oohhh i m suppose to take like 6 caps of medicine a day for the gastric thingey alone. i dun even dare to take them all at one shot. scared they get stucked somewhere den i get some unknown pain n difficulty breathing again. and there more to it, i m suppose to avoid milk, chocolate, coffee, tea, alcohol... den wad i drink? plain water n plain water n plain water rite? btw, those stuff mentioned r in my top list for drinks. ooh even green apple juice n orange juice are out, coz they r either sour or acidic or wadeva la. citrus. u wanna hear more grumble? i cant eat corn n brocolli n a lot of other vege coz they produce a lotsa gas that causes discomfort. wad the fuck.
Imagine 2 years work going down the drain due to a stupid small little hiccup. fuck la. i dun wanna think. it worsens things. coz the prob cud jolly well b stress induced. but wad can i do? not think? or not study? isnt that as gd as kamikaze? ARGHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......
someone. kill me. i'll thank you. alternatively, cure me. thanks too.
