jus got back another 2 papers today... thanks to my paper 1, my econs got pulled up to a B... but its the first time i got a B, so still qte contented thou it shuden b the case... u noe econs they were very kind... they rounded up all scores (eg. 68.1 is rounded up to 69)... and those missing a grade by one mark get pushed up a grade... (ie. 69 is an A) but sadly, i benefit from none of the moderations. ccc said this is akin to baby bonus or smth similar , lol... sounds attractive but actually not many ppl benefit from it...
the other paper i got back is maths... i really dunno if i should be disappointed or relieved... coz i knew i did badly, i tot i was gonna fail for sure... it turned out out that i was 3 marks away from an A... so its a B in the end... but it still felt really bad, coz i heard overall abt half the cohort got A...and my maths standard has dropped to the extent that i was relieved to some extent when i got merely B... i m more disappointed by myself, rather than the results...
some reassurance + advices from my tchers really made me feel better... i hope i will jia you and do better than this... got so far 4 Bs, 1C and 1U... haiz.. no A at all... for one entire year... i m very sad la... how maluating can that get? ppl collecting As like nobody's business, while i din even get a single one, for the entire year! kaoZ!!!
my ct was telling me, i can still take SATs and that mayb i should try to apply for US universities afterall... its setting me back into dilemma... jus when i thot i made up my mind not to go overseas... bahhh... advice please?
On more thing to mention is abt my autograph book... i realised some ppl forgot to include contact details, which is wad i really hope u guys will write down, to facilitate future gatherings n wadeva else... and please do not write anything offensive.. oh that note, i feel like killing chai nei... so any kind soul who sees this msg, pls rip him apart for me... i scolded him asshole at least 3 times today... my classmates was so shocked n said i dun look like someone who will use that word... (but actually i can b qte blunt / vulgar if u noe me long enough) heh... =P