I rmb in sec sch, i wanted to do science/research related stuff, and i wanted an A*star scholarship so much, but now i haf lost that clear vision of wad i want to do in the future. I think my passion for research died ever since the only-grades-matter sch refused to shortlist me for terp in j1, coz my my o-level grades. bahhh.

Now i m thinking of doing business. It feels like a safe course. but of coz that not the only reason. i dunno. actually i think having a passion in wadeva u do is important, so maybe i should go think abt wad i m interested to specialise in if i m taking up business.

Well... as compared to medicine, which equates to doing a meaningful job in life, its good as long as u're up to it, and u're willing to spent many many years studying (the basic course gives u peanuts pay). I'm qte afraid i cant, so medicine is not really one of my choice. Neither is law, coz i dun really haf a flair for being a lawyer, n jobs r limited if u choose to take law n not practise as a lawyer. Econs, not really oso, my results for econs says a lot. Aiyah, we shall see lar... Do i want just a secured job? or do i want a meaningful job? Climbing the corporate ladder is not a diff thing, but is it that kind of life i wanna lead?

Theres always a catch to everything, including being offered a scholarship... after all the vigorous rounds n rounds of applications n interviews, even when u've finally manage to get hold of some form of schloarship, there are other things u have to keep in mind... like u must maintain certain grades to keep ur scholarship... u must b bonded... U know the thing abt a bond. Its sounds really sucky, esp if u're stuck with a job u dun like for 6 yrs. But the thing is, it works another way too.. it means assured employment for that bond period. blahhhh...

After the talks, kp, wh n i went to eat at j8. had korean food. i had my bibimbap! hehe... den kp left for tuition. so wh n i walked ard scouting for potential presents, for a while... oh yar, talking abt presents, i jus realised that perhaps presents shudden always haf that surprise element in it, so that when its for someone impt, the surprise is not as special anymore, n that its true that it gets a bit tiring after coming up with too many surprises.Oh well... erm, den we went to buy snack and wh left for tuition too, while i came home to nap. wad a slacker as compared. riteee?