1. i took cab to sch and got damn pissed by the taxi driver. He asked me for my future plans after jc. i couldn't be bothered. so i said UNCERTAIN. den he gave me a damn lecture on how i terrible and gonecase i m for not having a concrete plan. and that i m too slow, and i m lagging behind others by many many yrs. and its too late for me to do anything. he shud jus go die. den i ignored him. apparently he felt bad, so he said smth along the lines of i m telling u this coz i used to take the easiest approach to wadeva that comes along, so i ended up with nothing. HELLO! that's YOUR business. btw, i m giving u a job here by taking ur cab so pls let me have a peace of mind.

2.i have a screwed sleeping cycle. i m literally turning nocturnal. and its a vicious cycle. i cant wait to get home to slp aft sch (in fact i m very sleepy during lessons too). den i come home n i slp, only managing to wake up after dinner time for dinner and to start work really late. so i cant finish my work. dun even mention the word revision. not even half way thru. wad do u call that? screwed. yepp so i do work till qte late n end up zonked out again the next day.

oh n think of a niece who cries and makes a hell lot of noise in the middle of the nite when u r trying to get ur pathetic few hrs of sleep. ytd was the ultimate. aft my niece finally got back to slp at like 3am or 4am,k the stupid cat downstairs started making farnie, irritating noises. grrr... cant they jus shut up n let me slp. actually i haf lotsa work to do apparently. so that equals even lesser slp. arghhhhhhhhhhh... i m going crazy....

the thot of having to MUG thru my bday din help either. i hate life now. period. but nothing i can do abt it, shall go bathe n do work now.