jus ate a slice of durian cake =) kk.. dun complain, its fattening i noe, but jus be glad that i haf some appetite now. i almost puked my dinner out jus now. goodness... is smth wrong with me? i feel so down the whole day. not jus results la, there jus seems to be lotsa things troubling me.
When i came home sch jus now, i went for a 30 mins jog. most ppl shud noe that i'm rather lazy, so if i ever go jogging or running, it's either i feel the pressure to or i m feeling terribly down (and i need to let it out of my system). But i haven ran for so looong, got no stamina, so the jogging din help much. SO i got home, bathed, locked myself in my room, cried to my heart's content and fell aslp eventually when i got tired of crying... such a loser rite? i always put up a brave front.. but... sometimes, i jus find it hard to put up that smile, when in fact deep inside, i cud be suffering a breakdown anytime...
i cant take stress, regardless of origin or cause... i shuden even b here... the atmosphere is so tense n f*cked up... jus dun b surprise if u go MAD one day. and i mean it.
